His Plan

At approximatley 9:30 on Wednesday morning, Febuary the third, I found myself completely LOST. My physical body was in Dr. Hub's Principles of Managment class, but my mental self was lost in another world. My big brother, my teamate, my friend, Howard Fisher, was dead.....

This being the first time, I had ever lost anyone close to me, I was flooded with a sea of emotions. Anger, saddness, grief, confusion, lonelyness, and despair were crowding my mind. I truly felt alone.....

For some time I sat in my room thinking about life and death. Then it hit me, Howard was with God right at the very moment! He was looking right at God! How awesome is that, Howard was with the King of the Universe. I was then struck by another epiphany, this is all part of God's plan. And even though it really hurts to know that I will never see Howard again, I now understand that this is what God wants, not what I want.